Missing Pieces

The last few weeks have been tough.  I am not going to lie.   Usually I can weather the storms but these last few weeks have been hard.  I have not had this hard of a time since launching my company.   I have felt uncomfortable in my skin.  Work situations have felt difficult.   I suddenly have been feeling like my life doesn’t fit me anymore.  It’s been painful.

And yet there have been good things as well.  I have this amazing support group of wonderful friends and clients.   I feel healthy and beautiful.   I have been having these amazing sessions with my clients.  It’s been confusing to have so much good with so much uncomfortable.

Then Tuesday night it was like a part of me returned back to myself.   I can’t really explain it any more than that.   I suddenly have a piece of myself that has been missing for almost twenty years.   I was flooded with memories and energy that felt like home but also like a long lost friend returning.   This piece me of was the young girl that always wanted to be a ritual coach.  I didn’t know what it was at the time.  I just knew I wanted to help people and live in a magical world.  But then high school started and I had to think about my future.  At that time the idea I could do things like Ritual Coaching as a real job did not exist.   

So this piece of me has finally returned.  I have spent the day amazed that she is back.   I am going to do some energy work this weekend to welcome her home.   I know having her back may change some things in my life but it will all be for the best.   Because she is truly pure and authentic.   She is my magic healer and magic maker.  She is going to change my life in a beautiful way.

Take some time today to think about what pieces of your spirit want to come back in.   Where does life feel uncomfortable?  Where are you blocking your true voice?

 If you spend some time thinking about this,  you will discover a diamond in the field of mud.  And you will be inspired to take the next step!