If there was ever a time when I needed a hug it would be this week. Nothing bad has happened. I am just feeling the upcoming full moon and reflecting on relationships in my life.
I am feeling out where I want to be more vulnerable and beginning to understand the people I want to be vulnerable with. Sometimes knowledge like this requires endings. Or changes in status.
This is where I need the big hug!
My life is becoming one where I need a strong inner circle of friends. I need to be able to be weak, vulnerable and silly with them. I need to be able to make mistakes and not be judged. I need at times someone to coach the coach. Not everyone can be this for me. It's been a hard lesson for me to learn.
But as I grow my company and my dream, I am starting to realize the most amazing people are showing up as I become more authentic and live my dream. These women are strong and beautiful. They see me, believe in me and can hold me. Faults and all. They don't snap at me or tear me down.
I am leaving town tomorrow for 4 days on the East Coast. I will be at a beautiful lake with 35 women celebrating life and community. I will be setting some intentions in nature. I will be spending time with friends from my Blue Moon retreat and I will be meeting new people. I will be loving, crying and growing. And I will be happy because I will be planting more seeds to manifest over the next couple of months.
I am truly grateful for my life.
http://hannahmarcotti.com/2015/05/21/laughing-loon-retreat/
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Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Monday, September 14, 2015
Big Changes - Beautiful Changes
I am on the verge of some big changes. I can feel it.
I have never felt more relaxed and sure of myself.
Two very interesting sentences together. Normally changes cause fear, panic and unhappiness. But these changes I have been working with since last November. These changes have been the basis of my rituals every few weeks for almost a year. These changes feel like coming home. Everything I have been doing and thinking has brought about these exciting changes. Actually, my whole life has brought me to this point. Because these changes are rooted in who I have been since I was kid.
It's just that I finally let my authentic self come forward and the Universe is meeting me half way.
I am also learning the fine art of letting go the need to control, be right or live in ego. I have been working with this lesson since my spine injury and I find that my life has gotten easier with every opportunity to practice this lesson. Now I am being presented with people that want to live that way in my life and I am not having it. I don't want to be controlled, have someone force what they think is right on me or allow their ego to rule our relationship. It simply won't work anymore for me.
So I am letting go and just keeping my side of the street clean. I know the kind of people I need and want in my life. And they are showing up like never before. My heart is so full!
I have never felt more relaxed and sure of myself.
Two very interesting sentences together. Normally changes cause fear, panic and unhappiness. But these changes I have been working with since last November. These changes have been the basis of my rituals every few weeks for almost a year. These changes feel like coming home. Everything I have been doing and thinking has brought about these exciting changes. Actually, my whole life has brought me to this point. Because these changes are rooted in who I have been since I was kid.
It's just that I finally let my authentic self come forward and the Universe is meeting me half way.
I am also learning the fine art of letting go the need to control, be right or live in ego. I have been working with this lesson since my spine injury and I find that my life has gotten easier with every opportunity to practice this lesson. Now I am being presented with people that want to live that way in my life and I am not having it. I don't want to be controlled, have someone force what they think is right on me or allow their ego to rule our relationship. It simply won't work anymore for me.
So I am letting go and just keeping my side of the street clean. I know the kind of people I need and want in my life. And they are showing up like never before. My heart is so full!
Friday, July 17, 2015
Inspiration
I am feeling inspired this morning!
The Universe is whispering sweet messages of change and I can honestly feel my energy shifting. I have outgrown so many limitations in my life lately. I am really starting to see and feel the difference. What was once painful but accepted as life feels wrong and no longer acceptable in my life.
This is huge!
I am blown away by this realization. I no longer have to hold onto things out of fear or self hatred. I can set boundaries and standards and then decide who gets to be in my life. Instead of feeling desperate, I am feeling confident about my life. This has also changed my story. I no longer feel the need to please everyone nor does anyone's opinion matter but my own and those I decide upon.
Ground Breaking!
And then I read this wonderful article about the upcoming Venus in retrograde and it explains so clearly what I am thinking and talking about. Venus is talking to us and showing us where we need to change. She wants us to change in these area's in the most loving way. That's why I adore Venus. She is not a fighter but that soft energy that is going to guide you to life changing realizations. And she wants you to change with love and fun.
So my weekend plans are all about love, friendship, magic and relaxing.
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