I am on the verge of some big changes. I can feel it.
I have never felt more relaxed and sure of myself.
Two very interesting sentences together. Normally changes cause fear, panic and unhappiness. But these changes I have been working with since last November. These changes have been the basis of my rituals every few weeks for almost a year. These changes feel like coming home. Everything I have been doing and thinking has brought about these exciting changes. Actually, my whole life has brought me to this point. Because these changes are rooted in who I have been since I was kid.
It's just that I finally let my authentic self come forward and the Universe is meeting me half way.
I am also learning the fine art of letting go the need to control, be right or live in ego. I have been working with this lesson since my spine injury and I find that my life has gotten easier with every opportunity to practice this lesson. Now I am being presented with people that want to live that way in my life and I am not having it. I don't want to be controlled, have someone force what they think is right on me or allow their ego to rule our relationship. It simply won't work anymore for me.
So I am letting go and just keeping my side of the street clean. I know the kind of people I need and want in my life. And they are showing up like never before. My heart is so full!
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